i miss you..

I can't sleep,

I just can't breathe,

when your shadow is all over me, baby.

Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,

'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart,

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you...

What would it take for you to see?

To make you understand,

that I'll always believe (always believe)

You and I can make it through,

And I still know I can't get over you.

'Cause when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart (see us apart)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

baby I miss you, I do...

'Cause when our love always fades away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no, see us apart)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you, I miss you, I do...

75

darling,
theres always shine after rain

I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end
I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end
I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

ps. i love you dear...

cherylyongyungping

87

baby,

I promised you the world againEverything within my handsAll the riches one could dreamThey will come from meI hoped that you could understandThat this is not what I had plannedPlease don’t worry nowIt will turn aroundCause I need more timeJust a few more months and we’ll be fineSo say what’s on your mindCause I can’t figure out just what’s insideI hoped that you could understandThat this is not what I had plannedPlease don’t worry nowIt will turn aroundCause I need more timeJust a few more months and we’ll be fineSo say what’s on your mindCause I can’t figure out just what’s insideSo say alrightCause I know we can make it if we tryCause I need more timeJust a few more months and we’ll be fineWe’re off to new landsSo hold on to my handsIt’s gonna be alrightIt’s a whole lot brighterSo stand by the fireIt’s gonna be alrightYeah, the road gets harderBut it’s not much fartherIt’s gonna be alrightYou know that it ain’t easyPlease believe meIt’s gonna be alrightPlease don’t worry nowIt will turn aroundCause I need more timeJust a few more months and we’ll be fineSo say what’s on your mindCause I can’t figure out just what’s insideSo say alrightCause I know we can make it if we tryCause I need more timeJust a few more months and we’ll be fine

i love you always.

for those who needs a lil comfort..

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

(bye bye bye bye bye bye)Bye bye

shoppingS.

week1.February.

in one DAY!

3 weeks ago?May.

being a typical WOMAN, the camera n i, together forever :)

which is better?i seriously need help.black or white?

okay:D enough.tolerate me a bit. thank you!

it all makes sense now.im diagnosed.

hmm..been about more than 3 months since ive been in Melbourne..yet, havent actually felt the Emo Emoness  that most ppl often say that they will feel being away from home...n thus  this makes me wonder why..

finally, today i came to realise wat is wrong with me already...

"Feelings of emptiness, low self-esteem, insecurity, boredom, loneliness--or the pursuit of ideal image--can lead people to shopping addictions"

(okay fine.the word addictions SHOULD be there)

                                                                          Treatment for Shopping addiction.

'Retail therapy' has been listed as an official mental disorder, in a reference guide for US psychiatrists.

                                    The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, 2007

MAYBE,POSSIBLY,CONFIRMED,CERTIFIED: I am diagnosed with a psychiatric  disorder.

BUT

hang on, look at this.

 

"However, it's not all doom and gloom for compulsive female shoppers; in the book, 'Keeping Your Brain Young', US doctors Guy McKhann and Marilyn Albert  argue that the reason women are generally healthier and live longer than men can be attributed to them hitting the shops"

                                                         US doctors Guy McKhann and Marilyn Albert 

 

 

SO,

 

do we shop MORE or WHAT????????? :D

 

happie sweet 16 princess :)

dear Cindy yong yung sze,

dont get over excited just cause i called u princess!:O

this is my most annoying/mengada/pigface/donkey/monkey YET loved sister:)

yesterday was ur Sweet Sixteen!finally! well, i may not be there to celebrate with you BUT at least u got the card yea?:D muax! love u lot silly lil annoying brat! monkey face! well, hope ur birthday was a blast and may ur monkey face stay monkey forever!!! (in other words,in a nicer way, STAY HOT n PRETTY as EVER!! just LIKE ME!!  :P )

 

okay okay! i love u always silly girl!! i miss u! *kick butt*

 

HAPpIe BIrtHday MONKEY~!!!!!

<---CINDY YONG!:D

melbourne bits.

  okay.im so damn bored   D:

its a good thing.:) i finally have some time to talk about melb so far

so, enjoy the pics n updates!

 

*luckily the windows live writer thingy really does make life easier to blog :D* get it here ppl. xoxo!

so here are my updates:

FebruaRee:

Day 1:

just after touching down,

park near panda's place(where we always walk thru to get to chaddie)

the city we love..(but also a city that sleeps early!!)

kampung girl's 1st day in the city:)

Day 2:

Monash Clayton orientation day..

robbed the balloons from Monash:P

 

chilling on the grass..*trying to be ang moh :D*

 

pose with some backgrounds that shows we r in ang moh country summore.hahaha.

lastly, 1st cooked-emo-maggi-meal.but actually taste damn good:P

Day 3:

nothin much.another orientation day.

but a WAY BETTER DINNERR!!

women ruled the kitchen.

pose pose.sister n i.

see what we made:

step 1.

boil the pasta.

step 2.

fry n cut the sausages.

step 3.

add a bit of love n care :)

 step 4.

pour sauce n sprinkle cheese

yummilicious?

 

the women:)

Day 4: its VALENTINE'S day..lovelovelove

a really great day spend with da ladies:) we kampung women, got up pretty late from the nite before's whole-nite-pillow-talk session, one by one, showered n got ready to head out to the city. then, we pretty much did SHOPPING :D (although its just 2 shops that we walked!!!!)

then, at nite, met up with the boys(Simon, Panda n Jason Liew) for dinner.courtesy of MR JASON LIEW.woohoo:P thanx Jason.

Pics!:

early morning!wake-up faces.getting ready.

all dresssed up n almost done! *yen sun laaa..still doin hair n all*

finally!

out of the HOUSE! after dunno-how-many hours of getting ready.tsktsk.

city.flinders street!

 

shopping!look at the amount of bags!just 2 shops:D

n one nice thing of this pic is, so LOVELY!we are all dressed up RED.so lovey feeling on a lovey valentine's day:)

our boys for that day:)

 

mr jason that we met:) n gLAD that we did!

with panda we love!for the ROSE:)

earlier in milano.

after dinner, back in milano, 3 young lovely maiden, staring up the sky, dreaming of our princes.HAHAHAHA..

thats about it. Valentine's 2008.
xoxo.

 

Day 5:

nothin much.orientation again.

Day 6:

weekend!:P

a day out with mr Jason again.as my tourguide who showed me around the beautiful melb city!

pretty much went ard n had good food.famous dim sum place,The Shark Fin hse.

bought suga suga.

went Vic market.

went state library.

n had krispy kreme.

pics:

 

 

first dose of BOOST!

suga suga

krispy kreme.

 

thats about it:)

for now.will brb!