say my mind.my heart.my feelings.

love? i've always thought it was the greatest thing on earth.
the strongest bond that two person share that can never be broken as long there is faith n Love.
i thought i was the most blessed person on earth with all the love i had.

however,believing in all that is just like living in a fairytale.

fairytales DO NOT EXIST in our real world.
love is just an ILLUSION.
an illusion that can cover ur eyes for only a time being.
we'll all just end up finding the truth behind the illusion.

just filled with so much mixed feelings rite now..cant explain, cant describe exactly what i feel.even if i were to say it, there seem to be no words that can express what i feel now.
again, i'll just leave it to the songs to say it all.

Backstreet Boys - Never Gone

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
i walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
(Somehow)Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone. ( at least i know for myself)

Reports o~ reports!!

i am so fed up with the science reports!! I mean, why in the world do people bother to report again on some experiment that was already done thousand times before?

The reports really took my life away from me... They are basically life-suckers!! Sucking the very essence of life out of me, choking me in the process. I wonder how many nights had I passed, without sleep and fun. My life should be for enjoyment only!!

and more tales! ;

time for tales again...;)

all the fun times we had!;) in genting!

all the experiences, feelings and smiles we shared...

can definitely not be replaced nor it could be forgotten... ;)

love u all super lots! ;P

here's with guys too!yung lin n hsien leng..!


and not to forget patric too! ;p

and us with our hot cars! 2 waja 2 wira! hahaha! and not to forget 2 city(yen sun n sook yen's!)

and here our fitting rooms sessions! kai lin with skirt! :)

and us trying to be lala's!

i'll start from ones that has made a major difference in my life! ;)

above here are chicks n hotties that brought smiles laughter n joy to my life in my uni life phase!and are still bringing more joy!:) muax for each n every one of you..! and all will always remain as a part of these sweet memories! *which includes you Mr Lim Hsien Leng!* though u'll be far away, u'll always be as close okay? hugs!

-uni frens-

hoTLink roAdshoW! my FirSt jOB ever! ;P

hahaha! its my first time working and my first job has already got me travelling outstation to work!felt so cool! hahha! ;P

venue of the job: bahau, negeri sembilan.( a super duper ulu place)

took 3 hours to travel there from kl!

duration of the job : 3days

place of accomodation: Era Hotel, Bahau( i think its the onli hotel that exist in town) :P serious!

total hours worked: 22 hours( all 3 days addded up)

will talk more about it later! enjoy some pics 1st!

more in depth.. ;)

wat makes my life worth...
-cLy(leesiauyen and teelyncia) and d boy(yihan),my hunk(shen loong) ;) , my dear uni frens, my dear college babes, my long lost frens, my old besties(mandy,lai yen..), my family...

n to one of my very very precious friend,
i really hope for u to see wats right for you..its all in your mind,honey..
now i'm tellling u things that are once told to me by others..words that i'm sure were once told to u many times too....
this isn't the first time we r goin thru such things..rite? i know u must b thinkin "it's not the same!" or "you dont understand how i feel" or " u nv feel this way before" and such...

but u know wat? as a matter of fact, its just comes out the same at the end of the day...whEn thingS like these happen,when things dont work out, u cannot blame yourself or juz make yourself suffer like this...when u do things like these, do u think of your frens? do u think of your family? all those who care for u?

waJa waJa! ;P

ToDay my CousiN, yung Lin, drOve same Car as miNe to uni! hahahaha! same colour too! ;) woohoo! BUT, his one more chun la..ManuaL..piCk upp oso 1 thousand times fastEr than mine! haih..no fight wif my auto...but still...its a WaJa! hotStuFf! hehehe!

my bLog

thaNx to Pat this is mybLog now! :)

officially created this bLog at 12.20 pm, 22nd May 2007 @ moNasH comP Lab2.

thaNx to pat pat pat! ;)