say my mind.my heart.my feelings.

love? i've always thought it was the greatest thing on earth.
the strongest bond that two person share that can never be broken as long there is faith n Love.
i thought i was the most blessed person on earth with all the love i had.

however,believing in all that is just like living in a fairytale.

fairytales DO NOT EXIST in our real world.
love is just an ILLUSION.
an illusion that can cover ur eyes for only a time being.
we'll all just end up finding the truth behind the illusion.

just filled with so much mixed feelings rite now..cant explain, cant describe exactly what i feel.even if i were to say it, there seem to be no words that can express what i feel now.
again, i'll just leave it to the songs to say it all.

Backstreet Boys - Never Gone

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
i walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
(Somehow)Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone. ( at least i know for myself)